I'm so in love! ouch!

[-metal_guru-]

:( :( I'm in love with this guy, James and he has a girlfriend and he has no idea how I feel!!... eeerrrmmm... that's all I have to say! I jus needed to let it out! lol!
... I have no best friend anymore either. she got stolen by another 'friend'. WHY OH WHY!? I'm so miserable at the moment! sob sniffle boo ho wail whimper! mean!
does anyone like Biffy Clyro? theyre amazing!!! wow!
... I'm bored.
..........I have a sore throat.
.........................sorry Im so miserable!
...................................arhhhhhhh! I should really cheer up!
...............................................tum tee tum..... any hoo... HELLO!
... i love james!
..........................im tired... very tired...very very tired...
.....sorry bout this whole big grumble thing!

... peace!

[StellaBlue]

You didn't ask for advice, but you sound like you need it. Get over James, he's taken. As for your best friend, couldn't have been that good of a friend if she was able to be "stolen". And for the sore throat, I recommend drinking some nice hot tea.

[Pedata]

Awwww! You sound down in the dumps. It will get better. Maybe James' eye will turn toward you. It's not like he's married. As for your best friend, well friends come and go. Wait for a new one.
Tea is a good idea. Be good to yourself. This is a good time to spoil yourself rotten, within means.

Peace,
Pedata

[-metal_guru-]

thanks! i feel better now! Im not usually miserable n howwible! honest! good advice. thankyou both! :) peace x

[beadiebeauty]

:( u sound so down!
im so sorry to hear!
u shud get out and look for a guy that isn wit anyone (i dnt mean to sound like a bitch , im not implyin anythin :s )
but i bet ur very pretty , so u shud go out nd live life!

ne who


Peace

[-metal_guru-]

heh heh! dont be silly beadiebeauty! course you dont sound like a bitch! :) ... I liked him for ages but was to scared to tell him... then he got a girlfriend! ahhh well... I might aswell jus get over him! ... I was just in a pathetic wingey miserable mood earlier! lol. thanks for replying! peace!

[beadiebeauty]

awh *huggles*

dont worry men rnt the end of the world , lol .
last yr i was goin wit a guy for a yr and half nd we broke up (becos of drugs) but anywho we broke up , nd it was very hard gettin over him , but i eventually did .

so hopefully it wont be that hard for u :) i wish u the best of luck! :cool:

[-metal_guru-]

!you poor sausage! ... I'm thinking of giving up on men completly! lol. The ones I find are either gay, unavaliable or 'just got out of a serious relationship'! mean! and the one's I do go out with are mean nd narstee!
ah well... Im sure we will both find nice groovy hippie hippie guys soon! (if theres any chilled out non-sex-obsessed hippie dudes out there- contact me!) lol! --now, thats just plain desperate!
i wish there were some lovley young dreadlocked hippie men where I live :rolleyes: ! It sucks! he he. never mind! we will find love!
peace out. Emily x

[beadiebeauty]

awh ,
i used to know a dread locked dude , he was sooooooooooooo cute!
but of course he was olde then me :(

plus im not goodlookin so i wuda had no chance .
i dont wanna fall inlove again , i hate love lol . na im just sayin that becos im single . lol

durin the summer a guy i thought was really cute , started talkin to me , nd then we kissed (bleh!!!) nd he stopped talkin to me . :( i dont like men like that! but i heard he does that to most girls so ..

i wish i cud find a guy that was sooooooooooo sweet nd that just treated me rite !
:rolleyes: never happen lol .
there either too goodlookin or takin! lol

but hey ! ahwell , hopefully we'll find someone lol .
peace xox jen xox

[-metal_guru-]

wowie! dread-locked guys are soooo sexy! phwor! I dont know any. mean. he he. WE WILL FIND LOVE!!! we must stay positive! lol.
... yeah I know what you mean! I want a guy who knows how to treat a girl too. Quite alot of the time guys just want sex! tis rather annoying! I lost my virginity to my last boyfriend cos he said i was special and I liked him (and he got me v drunk- bastard) and then Matt (a good gay friend of mine) told me that ben just wanted me for sex! that was sooo mean. It wouldnt have been so bad if i was a slut who sleeps around but it was my first time and I waited untill I was in love. I dont believe he did that :( twas really nasty!
... i think I have guy phobia now cos of that! hee hee. The only guy I've found who's a total gentleman and whos sweet and caring is James (the guy who this thread is about) *sigh* ah well... I suppose everything will work out eventually!
Im sure you will find a gorge dreadlocked shoeless hippie lad very soon! good luck dear!
peace xemily x :rolleyes:

[treehugger]

Damn. I feel SO old right now. I'm going to tell you what I imagine your mama would tell ya....

That guy...well sex the first time generally SUCKS anyway for a girl. Sorry, but that's the way it is.

Now...you have to find a guy (or a gal, I don't care)...but you should look for somebody you identify with...somebody you'd give the world to be with.

If that happens, even if he/she doesn't reciprocate...you've experienced some of life. Sex is an awesome gift...it takes a while to appreciate but once you do...it is an amazing gift.

Who you share it with is YOUR choice. But..it is YOUR choice. It will get better with time. Choose wisely. Be safe. And, above all else...don't let the Jesus freaks scare you out of it!

There are MANY guys (or maybe girls) out there for you. You'll find the one who's best for you.

But I do have to say, for me personally...hippie dreadlocked guys are the cutest and they're the ones I lust after, the most!

Okay, I'm an "old" 36 years old...I'm gonna be 37 in February! Yikes! :eek:

Kath

[beadiebeauty]

wow , that was a horrible thing to do! , yeh my last bf was like "i love u, will u do it wit me " im like no , cuz like he has 2 kids , (longggggg story) lol

but it wuda been my first time , nd like wat if i got pregnant . aghhh!
lol anywho , ur ex seems like a complete asshole for doin that !!!
jaysus , my sister was very young wen she lost hers she was kinda forced into it . she hates that guy ever since!

if a guy ever tryed to force me into it id break his snot for him!!!!! :mad:
guys can sometimes be complete assholes . but meh , men cant live wit em cant live witout em , i guess!
:rolleyes: .
but hey ! SOMEDAY WE'LL FIND LOVE!!!!!!!! hehe
nd then we can look back on this and be like "wow i was so young , nd i had my whole life ahead of me , hehe now look wat i have , a dreadlock shexy husband! " lol

To treehugger :
ur not old , old is like wen u reach about 50 , then ur midway old !
u shudn think ur old! i bet u still feel as young !


anywho
peace out

xox jen xox

[-metal_guru-]

thankyou treehugger! that was really good advice! ... as beadiebeauty said: 36 is sooooo NOT old! ...
I think I was stoopid not to see through the whole 'I love you' thing! duhhh! ... grrrr. I really cant be bothered with sex anymore. Everyone makes such a big deal out of it! ... yup. I totally agree! sex is too scary cos of pregnancy n stuff. ooohhh! teenagerdom sucks! ...
oooh! YES! treehugger: hippie dreadlocked guys= PHWWOOORRR!!! wow!
did you know 'tree-hugger' is in the dictionary? well, you prolly did but I found it very cool!... see:
tree-hugger- an environmental campaigner(used in reference to the act of embracing a tree in order to prevent it from being felled)
.... groovy.
.. I'm so proud!, everytime I start a thread (havent started many in this forum, but I did in the old forum) I hardly get any replies. This one's got loads! wow! thankyou very much to everyone who's replied! I've loved reading all your advice and stories (beadiebeauty!) thankyou! :)

peace! :D

[Pedata]

This is a great thread.
And yes, teenagedom can really suck.

Lines that were spoken to me by guys when I was a teenager:

I love you, I want to marry you. Let's start the baby now. Don't tell anyone.

If you don't let me my (privates) will ache.

If you love me you will.

You've got to do it sooner or later. It's best you let me be the one.

But it's how I prove my love, baby.

You must be frigid (then he tells all the guys you're frigid).

If you're not going to do it with me that makes you a tease.

There's so much more room in the back seat.

You're so beautiful I just can't help myself.

Peace,
Pedata

P.S. 36 is NOT old :)

[beadiebeauty]

HEHE !
im glad to help , ur a uber cool person -metal guru-
i think ur really kool , i had fun talkin to u !

being a teenager aint so bad , but wen it comes to love yeh it is!!!! :p
in the words of a teenager(like myself) "love blows!!!!!!"
lol . ya all r really kool in here!!!

hope ya dont mind talkin to a teenager tho! :(
thats the one prob , everyone is older then me lol
but ur still allll realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllli kool-a-bool-a lol

no-one shud think there old! wel not until u reach 60 lol ..
but thats just my view !

awh metal i was glad to share my storys witcha , ne time!

hehe well i g2g
i shall be on tomoz!

xoxo jen xoxo
peace

[treehugger]

Pedata...you hit that one on the head. I mostly remember the..."no other guy would have you and if you really loved me you'd prove it..."

God, what an asshole I lost MY virginity to.

No, in general I don't feel old. I feel young at work. Yeah, among most of you I feel old. But old's not necessarily a bad thing. I guess...to me old feels more like..experienced. I sure as hell don't feel, like grandma old. Old to me is..more like..well I got life to share and I can give you all a bit of insight. If you want to hear it that is.

Would I go back to being 17? NO WAY. Would I go back to being 27? Maybe. 37? Well, I'll be there in February. Looking forward to it!

And....

You all, save me some of that gorgeous dreadlocked hippie boy's butt.....

:D

[BandAide]

I'm 28, and I actually feel W-A-Y T-O-0 Y-O-U-N-G to be where I've been and to be headed where I'm going.

To be quite honest, I embrace aging. To the clock, I say, "bring it on!" With every year that passes I love myself all the more and become more learned and tolerant of others as well.

I love what time has done to my body and my face and though I sometimes miss my 16 year old butt, I also love the curves that motherhood has given me. I like my face now that it has matured more than I did when it was younger as well. Also, I had my first gray hair push its way through my scalp the other day and I keep trying to showcase it by swinging it to the top!!!!

Emotionally and mentally, I would never, never, ever return to 16, 17, or 18 again. Those, though worth living through and full of rich memories... never need to be revisited. The ten years that pass between 18 and 28 (and no doubt between 28 and 38) are a lot of hard work. More hard work than can be squeezed into ten short years... and I never need to work that hard again!

Clink your cans to getting old Ladies!

[redthewitch75]

Don't get overly concerned with men. Believe me, there's more to life! You will find one when the time is right. I get the feeling you are young, so you have plenty of time before you really need to worry about the trials and tribulations of love. ;)

[redthewitch75]

Shoot, I miss my butt and my boobs. I am not too fond of the way my curves are panning out. Of course, if I didn't love to eat sooo much. But, for me, I would LOVE to be 18 again. Or 17. There were some great times, and I would even go through the tough times too, just to be young again. I am NOT READY to age. It's kind of depressing to know what comes with aging, having worked in a nursing home. :eek:

[Pedata]

I am NOT READY to age. It's kind of depressing to know what comes with aging, having worked in a nursing home. :eek:

I also worked in a nursing home. :eek: I saw what was down the line if I lived long enough. It was a huge eye opener!

When I was 20 I thought 50 was old. Now I'm 48, but I don't feel any older. It's just that looking back 20 seems so very young. I was a pup and didn't know it, lol.

Peace,
Pedata

[tooter_mcgee]

sounds like you're having a hard time with love and any and everything surrounding it. i totally know the feeling. a year ago, i got out of an abusive relatonship where my ex-bf beat the crap out of me, only later to have to of my best guy friends fighting over me. so many people wish that people would fight for their affection, but its not a dream like it would sound. its emotionally draining, but i made it through it and settled for one of them, the one i had loved for a long time. so i guess what im saying is, dont give up on him... there's a reason you feel for him the way you do and dont let go of it 'cause it can pay off, even if its onlybliss in the temporary sense, its worth it. believe me, i know :)

[-metal_guru-]

:) WOW!!! Im so proud! This thread is getting really long! hee hee! more peeps reply... I love reading everyones stories n advice. thankyou all so much.
- pedata- WOW! you are soo right bout the things guys say! wowie!... I worked in an old peoples home too... tis horrible to see how people age.... but i did enjoy my time there- loads!
beadiebeauty- awwwwww! thankyou loads! you are awesome! ur really cool to talk to! keep on talking- we gotta make this thread MEGA long! hee hee! and yes, love DOES blow! HEE HEE!!

tooter_mcgee- wow. I loved reading what you had to say. great advice!
you poor sausage! *hug*. so ya reakon I shouldn't give up on him? humm... I might just give that a try! I'll keep ya updated. he still rings me every night n talks on messenger! yey!
really cool advice from everyone! ... doesn't loosing ur virginity suck?? anyway- when you loose ur virginity- where does it go? (awwww- poor virginity!) likewise- when u stand up- where does ur lap go?? awwwwwww! ... does anyone else find that upsetting? i do! I feel sorry for laps and virginity! awwwwww!
... my god... what a load of crap! lol.
again- THANKYOU everyone! more advice n story sharing about love n sex n stuff is all good!
peace x

[dumblewumble_cheesepuff]

heya emily, wow u were right, this post is uberly extra long (soz been talking to luke, he sez uber to much lol) n e way dont worry bout james mate ,i still luv ya even if he dont (yet) n benjamin was ein poohead for doing that to ya!! boys generally suck (pete did to, what a giant flumplig) n e way see you at school tomorrow, enjoy ur boyless-nesswhile u got it. i am at the min, i just realised its a huge advanttage) n e way luv ya, hugs, pokes n peace. sam xxxxx

[beadiebeauty]

wow!
a guy in class keeps callin me a slag :( he's such a doorknob!!!
ok yall , u no wat , ur allllll really groovy!
:)
hey guys i got suspended from skool just b4 christmas , wit my friend . and she's gettin sympathy off teachers!!!
im just like not!
its really not fair the way they keep goin on!!!
:( i hate skool , think i mite drop out!
na i wanna go to college and study art! eeeek work experience is in may!
uh-ohhhh! lol
i think i mite do an art course wen im finished skool!!! yeh i hope to be an art teacher , i love art!

lol sorry im blabbin on :o

is anyone actually inlove in here??

[-metal_guru-]

oi! dumblewumble_cheesepuff! (sammie!) wowie! ur back- ookk I dunno why I'm gettin all excited bout that! like, I see you every day! thanks soooo much for ordering that prospectus for me! god we're gonna have fun in college! I LOVE JAMES!! *miserableness*... ah well, I guess ur right- boys ARE doorknobs- (Thankooo beadiebeauty! loving that word!) hee hee! ur Ben was a knob- well, he is now! my ben was a shizer-monkey, Pete was a cheesy-turd! I still cant get over what he did in norwich! - MEAN!!

EVERYONE: read this- how mean:
Sam and her boy f pete were in Norwich. they were walking along, holding hands. Pete sees one of his friends walking quite a way infront of them. He promptly lets go of sam's hand and walks really far ahead up to his friend. he says 'hi' to his friend, carries on walking away from sam, alone untill his friend has dissapeared round the corner, then stands still, and waits for sam to catch up...

like: WHATT??? why didnt he introduce sam to his mate?? why the hell did he leave her? I could understand if sam was, like butt ugly or summit, but she's in no way ugly! he was just an immature poo poo head... hee hee


beadie beauty- some guy's calling you a slag??? that's sooo mean! I dont know you well but you in no way sound even remotley slaggish! ur right- he IS a door knob! lol. how comes you got suspended? that sucks! art's AWESOME!!! yuss! you simply must do it! I'm soooo doing art at college! (as is dumblewumble_cheesepuff) ... what year are you in? I'm in year 11. u got work experience this year? honestly- dont worry! I loved my work experience sooooo much! those two weeks were two of the best weeks Ive EVER had! wow!

... good question!... IS anyone here in love? if so- how are you finding it? would you recommend it? ... pros/cons... (hee hee- dumb i am oh yes.)

peace x x x x x x x x :D

[delta9]

Sam and her boy f pete were in Norwich. they were walking along, holding hands. Pete sees one of his friends walking quite a way infront of them. He promptly lets go of sam's hand and walks really far ahead up to his friend. he says 'hi' to his friend, carries on walking away from sam, alone untill his friend has dissapeared round the corner, then stands still, and waits for sam to catch up...
Some people never seem to leave middle/high school, ever...

[Pedata]

Just answering that question posted by a couple of people.

Once I fell in love with a beautiful tall Indian guy who was so beautiful and charming that I was in heaven! But he also lied through his teeth and was undependable. He sort of drifted away. Of course to other women.

Then I met this guy. He had long hair, played the guitar, and wrote his own songs. He didn't talk much. He was shorter than me by 6 inches. He didn't know what to say to women and tended to clam up around them. He was a virgin.

I knew he wasn't Mr Excitement. But I listened to my common sense (for once) and knew that he would never hurt or leave me. He had a true heart and wanted someone to love for life.

He told me he didn't want someone to clean and cook, he just wanted to be with me.

I've been with him for over 22 years. We've had our ups and downs but not like other couples we know. Of course the passion has faded, tho it pops back up once in a great while :):):) but now he's more like my good buddy, but a good buddy that I get to kiss every day.

He lets me live in my own world. He lives in his. And that's the only way to be truly happy. He's like my guru, I can tell him anything. He has no ego.

Didn't mean to turn this into a history paper, lol.

Love, Love, Love,
Pedata

[-metal_guru-]

wowie! so happy for you pedata.. go you
peace x :D no fair! I want one! just a genuine nice guy. he doesnt have to be the best looking... he just has to be peaceful nd nice.. :( I hope I find one!

peace out x

[radioactive_sugarplum]

oooh! hey everyone! tis metal_guru (this is my name from the old forum) I just realised I can log on as radioactive_sugarplum still! waa hoo! how groovy!
just letting you know that radioactive_sugarplum and metal_guru are both the same person! -me! hee hee...
I think I will log on as metal_guru the most cos its easier to type.
hope everyone's fine... peace x x

[dumblewumble_cheesepuff]

guys round here all always wrong, i mean there always after one thing. THERE HAS TO BE SOME NICE GUYS OUT THERE SOMEWHERE!!!! come find me, please... oo oo oo and emily too coz she ist my friend and i luv her lotsis. one of my ex's was really sweet untill bout a month then i realised he was a total not like me person, he spent his whole day on ps2 n making rude noises from his bum...twas not nice at all. them my next boyf was amazing, i was sooooo loving him but my parents hated him wth a vengence :( he was a druggy arrogant self centred pig but i loved him (i still talk to him n still am secretly in love with him although i cant let n e one know, including him) then my next bf was a sweety but to sweet, if u know what i mean!! i fealt really bad bot breaking up wit him but it was just no fun n e more, no matter what happened :( n then there was pete...emily has already explained bout him up there somewhere so i wont again, also there was ext to other girls he sent me by accident, n then HE went n dumped me!!! but this is the harsh bit...5 SECONDS befre i was gonnna break u woth him...litrally...n e way i have come to the conclusion that guys in norolk r poo, they r either not nice or too nice :( never just....good. hmmmm........n e way all you people in here rock!!! emily, i'll see u in a sec coz im actually sitting right next to you now. luv peace WOO!!!!!! luv sam XXXXXXXXX p.s xxxxx

[-metal_guru-]

sam! I luv you man! ur sooo right! there just arent any decent hippie groovadelic lads in norfolk. what a crappy place to live! grrr!

tis the evening now n I'm sposed to be courseworking! hee hee. Ive made out a timetable of coursework n everything. ooo! and I even told my dad how skrewedishly behind I am n he was NICE!!! yup- you didnt just read that wrong... My father was NICE!! by nice I mean he didnt grab me by the ears and throw me through the window in to a rose bush.
... he even gave me constructive advice! woah! crazy huh??

oooh! manf- you know we cant go to norwich this weekend cos of zoes birthday (how old is she BTW?) ... do ya tink we could go the wkend after that? cos u can meet eerrrmmm... is it lou or Luke orrr eerrrmmm edwin?? I'm NOT good with names! hee hee! twas sooo funny when we were first friends n we had to keep calling eachother 'thingieblob' hee hee! we are hopeless. I cant remember names (or the colour of cars for some reason! -has anyone else got this problem??) ... and we can meet James *SIGH* :o

anyhoo... Im looking up 'collage artists' to do 'lots' of artist studies on...

oooh! everyone! IS ANYONE DOING THEIR EXAMS AND HAS ANY USEFUL TIPS REGARDING COURSEWORK AND REVISION ETC... hummm... well, I spoze you can give advice wether youre doing exams or not! advice needed! urgently! Im really behind in coursework! HEELLPP!!! :eek:

is anyone else in a similar situation?? message meee! pweese!

peace n love n also harmony ... EMilY x x x x

[beadiebeauty]

yes i was called a slag!
im not! i swear! ok i moved to this skool this yr , so im practically new , (well not really anymore) lol
i havent been wit anyone , iv been asked to go out wit like 7 guys from skool (i so dont mean that to sound vainish!!!! :( )
i said no , to except 1 hes so sweet , but i heard he uses girls , so i didn take a chance , he's a right hippie*drools*

but of course i didn go out wit him or anythin becos i heard rumours , now i think he dont like me ... but meh

hey if u got msn messenger metal guru add me if ya like :)
blackpixiedust_@hotmail.com

[radioactive_sugarplum]

thats mean man. u no slag! ... yey u for resisting the hippie lad! hee hee
yup I have got messenger... sirharoldthepink@hotmail.co.uk
yeyness. Im at school n the bell jus went n Im gonna get busted for no tie AGAIN!!! bloody hell! and theres no sign of sam (dumblewumble_cheesepuff) GRRRRR! hee hee ah well!
much peace n luv! emily x x x x x

[redthewitch75]

yes i was called a slag!
im not! i swear! ok i moved to this skool this yr , so im practically new , (well not really anymore) lol
i havent been wit anyone , iv been asked to go out wit like 7 guys from skool (i so dont mean that to sound vainish!!!! :( )
i said no , to except 1 hes so sweet , but i heard he uses girls , so i didn take a chance , he's a right hippie*drools*

but of course i didn go out wit him or anythin becos i heard rumours , now i think he dont like me ... but meh

hey if u got msn messenger metal guru add me if ya like :)
blackpixiedust_@hotmail.com

Does he understand what you are saying? ;)